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Toyland Trouble + BONUS TRACKS

by Jesse Jace Thomas

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Dandelion 03:08
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下北沢 03:38
I begin to see why you'd want to keep this to yourself The old and the new so rarely engaging Because it's difficult, it's delicacy Her every charm is still working on me And my connection is easy to see without a glass I don't mind to stay if you don't mind to keep me to yourself The deafening song of an unseen army The fire beneath me has smoldered and cooled We smile the way we did when we were in school My gossamers are still heavy on the spool, there's still time Complete this line
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Boy 15 awake in bed with bandages around his head All courtesy of Utsumi who wrapped him up so carefully She says she has to lock him in, not everyone is trusting him I'll bring some food so wait a while, all punctuated with a smile To keep her cool is such a chore, she's never touched a boy before Infatuation makes her blind although she says she knows his kind Now grinning with inverted head beside the pillow on the bed Just maybe she knows what she has, she meets his eyes and they she says: Do you know what this means? Girl 9 a nervous wreck is sure that Boy 15's a threat She clutches at a little vial her fingers sweating all the while Danger's here she has a hunch so pour the poison in his lunch It won't take much, he'll die quite soon after he's let out of his room But Girl 16 has a taste and pays directly for her haste Now trust is broken as are hearts and then the real violence starts Our leading fellow, right or not, the soul survivor or this plot Girl 9 from the lighthouse vaults, "It's not my fault it's not my fault" Do you know what this means? Is your life small enough to fit it just one hand? We don't want to know, but we must understand
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Keeping you away from the scarlet-throated schemers No more acting out of courtesy and working for the cleaners This courtship is a murder and the killer is so pretty I look at her, she sees me doing laps around the city And where's the girl whose name is like the flower symbol of longevity? A traitor with a t-shirt that says "rage against the bug" My eyes are on her while I'm doing laps around the rug In keeping you away from vermillion-collar slime I got your number, somehow I forget it every time And where is my disdain when I can't draw the lines that show her face to me? You were a bad kid / That's what you told me, anyhow We didn't know each other then / It's my reward to know you now This way is better / Your name's not short for anything A silly innuendo has me tugging at my collar And I'm kicking at the pop machine because it ate my dollar The jukebox, it is loud, and the donuts, they are small But you can have my donuts, you can have them, take them all And how can I explain the things she did that made her seem so great to me?
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Butterfly 03:37
A polymer protects the skin And seals the healthy color in A dark cascade of perfect hair A spreading wake of perfumed air Goodbye butterfly, this year will be your year to be Goodbye butterfly, your secret is safe here with me A predator by self-design A tasteful mesh of curving lines With atom-splitting fingertips Made sharper yet with diamond chips Goodbye butterfly, this year will be your year to be Goodbye butterfly, your secret is safe here with me She won't be poured from artist's brush And nature's laws don't impress much Like moth to flame, now burn and crash The world inhales her windborne ash Goodbye butterfly, this year will be your year to be Goodbye butterfly, your secret is safe here with me
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The pressing air, you know its weight The smell of grass beneath the rake I breathe them in, they make me sneeze My memories are made of these It's not your job to tell both sides When one team's right, the other lies You may be judged or called uncouth Just tell the truth Mold of the winter shrinking away Sun through my dark bedroom's open shade Branches now bud, final frost is gone Dead though they look, they are living on See the pretty girl at table five She got to concentrate just to stay alive Idyllic scene but reality hides Swim with these fish, get skeletonized Then one day it occurs to me There are some things that I can't be Each time I ask I'll be denied But I'll still try
8.
Red Balloon 03:56
Hey honeybee / Do you know what you’re doing? You’re up to no good again Hey knock it off / Or I will be ruined A pin through my abdomen When I see you going home Like a pretty, red balloon It hurts me so to see you go But I hope that you’ll be gone soon Hey hologram / hey banana peel To trip up my first degree Hey cut it out / you cannot be real Don't need any doubt in me This is what I meant to say: Don't think badly of me If I see you in the hall and I don't give you the time of day
9.
Charcoal 04:31
Leaning on the masonry / In the corner at the table across from me You distracted my wandering eye / You mixed up my world although you didn't try Every time I take the charcoal in my hand Your likeness gets away in ways that I hadn’t planned And as years go by it just fades away It's been such a long time since I called out to you And when you run away it's the worst thing you'll ever do Leaning on your company / At the theater in the seats down in front of me You derailed my train of thought / You hijacked the engine, but never got caught Every time I take the charcoal in my hand Your image flees from me in ways I don’t understand And as years go by it just fades away It's been a long time since I called out to you And when you run away it's the worst thing you'll ever do Let’s show them winning smiles / Let them hope for a while Let every gaze snap true and then we'll end those fools Leaning toward your property / In a province in a country across the sea Far as my concern can go / It cries in your tracks, yeah, but you’ll never know And every time I take the charcoal in my hand Your likeness gets away in ways that I hadn't planned Furthermore, your figure drifts away
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Sandbath 04:51
Connected lives or lack thereof With upturned eyes we see your troubled star above Jump to a place so far from here You overdraw accounts and abandon the hemisphere Every day you said that you were happy And every letter told us not to worry All my friends, they have gone Heading straight for the sun Don't need this stranger's eye on you You couldn't teach him even if you wanted to Somebody failed the level test One hand for heaven while your body takes a well-earned rest Desert winds pounding on Bones that bleach in the sun (Bones that reach for the sun) Now get you out from my insides Adolescence fades to the color of your darkened eyes Now heal the ones you left behind Locate that refugee and respond in kind
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Go to Her 04:52
We lay in sun / We walk in snow We're overgrown / with moss and vines And when I speak / to fill the page You know it's true / You can read my mind Some voice says, "go to her" / I cannot disobey I felt your eyes / behind my back Our future fell / deep in doubt And on the bus / I heard you cry I said I'd try / We'd work it out Some voice says, "go to her" / I cannot disobey I wake up on the floor / A room I can't escape Clean up and sign my name / They send me on my way A light burns in the dark / I cannot look away Some voice says, "go to her" / I cannot disobey Go to her

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Originally released August 13, 2011 with 11 tracks, Toyland Trouble is an electro-assisted "laptop pop" album. Slightly more electronics-dependent than 2002's Places At Night, Toyland Trouble's lyrics address the central themes of nostalgia, responsibility and the rocky transition into emotional adulthood. This re-release presents the album in higher audio quality and adds three bonus tracks: "Chrysanthemum Rock" (a cover of the Casper Milktoast song), "Final Frost" and "Theme from Big Walk VIII."

Additional vocals on tracks 2 and 9 by Renee Robin Riddle.

American Dodgeball Records
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released November 13, 2013

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Jesse Jace Thomas Saitama, Japan

I started out sequencing game music covers with my father's MIDI equipment, then graduated to writing songs for girls I liked, and now here I am, doing whatever this is.

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